Thats a whole bunch of emotions and feeling right there in those few phrases...
- I want to be wanted
- I think I am unique
- Hence kind of arrogant
- Self pity
- Some kind of expectations (good or bad, I don't know)
I am sure there are several more but I cannot think of anymore right now. You can add some too...
But what does it even mean to 'be understood?' Does it mean I have a core personality that the other person must figure out? Does it mean the other person should be able to figure out the causes behind my actions? Does signify a romantic way of understanding the unspoken?
To me it just means one thing. 'You don't understand me the way I want to be understood'.
When you understand me in a certain way, I feel bad about myself. But when you understand me in the way I want to be understood, I feel good about myself.
Why care so much about it and whether people understand you or not? Why is it so essential?
I am happy just to lay in the grass and look up at the sky...maybe?