Why is today special?
Everyday I see you,
I feel care
Care for your now and before and after
I feel longing
Longing for your care and caress
I feel pain
Pain that I break my heart everyday
I feel resignation
Resignation at never getting a chance.
All this I feel, everyday.
Why do I care?
Even though I know what you feel
Despite knowing how it will be
I know even if you would give us a chance
It would be painful and tiring
Sadness and hurt
For me and
And yet here I am once again
On a gloomy sunday
Wanting to show you how I feel
Waiting for your sweet care
To lie in your arms
Even if it is just for a day, an hour, a minute.
And yet as I write and send this I know
Today I want to tell you about my love
I will not take anything or want anything
Tomorrow I will be your friend again
Today the sun will set again
Another day will have passed
With the shadows of the emotions it had cast
Tomorrow I will speak to you again
Just as a friend you will approach me
And I will gladly accept it for the best
Because I can only care for you
Only always understand.
The sun has set and with it
So has my longing